My first blog on Never Been Kissed

I am brand new to this blogging thing although I have been doing it on MySpace and Facebook in some format for years but I figured it was about time as I have lots of randomness I felt I needed to share with the world and I think my husband, family and friends will appreciate me having a space for this.

I am watching Never Been Kissed for the millionth time. I love this movie. It's not super brilliant but for whatever reason I connect with it. For the longest time I thought I would be a 25-year-0ld journalist who had never been kissed. I was convinced in college that would be my lot in life. Why was I so worried about that? I don't know but it was a really big deal to me.

High school was not the best time in my life. I was not comfertable with who I was and what I wanted from life. I think reliving that terrifys me. I have nightmares about high school whenever I really anxious about something happening in my life. I guess that is how subconsciously connect with my insecurities. Isn't it weird how our minds connect with that?

And the kissing bit? Well I did not find myself in Josie's position as life would have it. But still it is weird how worried I was about all of it. I still don't know why that was so important to me and really why it still is to some extent.