I am brand new to this blogging thing although I have been doing it on MySpace and Facebook in some format for years but I figured it was about time as I have lots of randomness I felt I needed to share with the world and I think my husband, family and friends will appreciate me having a space for this.
I am watching Never Been Kissed for the millionth time. I love this movie. It's not super brilliant but for whatever reason I connect with it. For the longest time I thought I would be a 25-year-0ld journalist who had never been kissed. I was convinced in college that would be my lot in life. Why was I so worried about that? I don't know but it was a really big deal to me.
High school was not the best time in my life. I was not comfertable with who I was and what I wanted from life. I think reliving that terrifys me. I have nightmares about high school whenever I really anxious about something happening in my life. I guess that is how subconsciously connect with my insecurities. Isn't it weird how our minds connect with that?
And the kissing bit? Well I did not find myself in Josie's position as life would have it. But still it is weird how worried I was about all of it. I still don't know why that was so important to me and really why it still is to some extent.
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I've often wondered why it's so important for us to hold on to things that have past us. Why hang on to the worry and care of things that don't matter anymore? I don't know that I've ever come up with an answer, nor will I probably ever come up with an answer... Ah well!
ReplyDeleteI love that movie too... Maybe I'll watch it today in honor of the big V : )
Looking forward to reading more!!!